Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Hmmz...did another of those quizes...

You're an Obedient BF!
Hey dude, having a GF is cool, but not if it means you're on call 24/7. You've gotta stop doing whatever your GF wants you to do and start doing stuff for yourself. There are plenty of fish in the sea - most of which won't demand you bring purified mountain water to all their cheerleading practices, or carry their books to class. Grab a backbone and move on to someone a little less demanding.

Monday, March 22, 2004

This song is for my darling...

Bread - If
If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away

Monday, March 15, 2004

"A Psalm of David. The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever."

Taken from Psalms 23.

Today after my royale bathe of the day,I had a vision.I saw a hooded red skull guy tt looks like deathscythe behind me.Feel quite disturbed and don't feel that peace so i prayed to God to bind this spirit of disturbance.At that point of time,I was also praying for Joe and Audrey as usual doing my rountine spiritual warfare commitment from 0000hrs to 0015hrs.Personally,I feel this is like the devil is trying to scare me into submission and into believing that he is more powerful than God.*PUI*

"My God is the Almighty,My God is the God of Abraham,God of Issac and God of Isreal.Who is the devil to challenge the power of my Lord.The Lord is my shepard,He looks after me.He's the shepard who chases away the predator who comes to kill,who comes to destroy and comes to steal.He's paid the full amount of redeeming me on the cross and I accept Jesus Christ and my Lord and my Saviour.Though I am weak,He is strong.His power is made perfect in my weakness.Lord,Your grace is always sufficient for the trials that You're putting me through.I pray and beg of You to open up my spiritual eyes to You.Three things I pray Lord,to see you more clearly,to hear you more clearly and to be more sensitive to Your words.I acknowledge therefore that devil has no right,no authority to be disturbing me like that.I rebuke this act of spiritual attack in the name of Jesus.Praise You Lord,Praise You Father.For You've been always faithful since the days of Abraham when You told him that His descendents will be like the dust on the earth.You are God in heaven,You are creator of all and I can only stand in awe of Your greatness.Blessed be the name of the Lord,Jesus Christ.Lord,I'm a sinful man.I've been sinning against Your temple,I've been sinning against Your pressence and have blemished Your temple.I pray that You'ld remove the transgressions and iniquities.Cleanse me with Your blood and cover me with your blood so that the schemes of the enemy will not come to pass.I hold you to this Psalms 91.Amen."

Psalms 91
"He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress; My God, in Him I will trust." Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler F86 And from the perilous pestilence. He shall cover you with His feathers, And under His wings you shall take refuge; His truth shall be your shield and buckler. You shall not be afraid of the terror by night, Nor of the arrow that flies by day, Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness, Nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday. A thousand may fall at your side, And ten thousand at your right hand; But it shall not come near you. Only with your eyes shall you look, And see the reward of the wicked.

Because you have made the Lord, who is my refuge, Even the Most High, your dwelling place, No evil shall befall you, Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling; For He shall give His angels charge over you, To keep you in all your ways. In their hands they shall bear you up, Lest you dash your foot against a stone. You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra, The young lion and the serpent you shall trample underfoot. "Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him; I will set him on high, because he has known My name. He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him, And show him My salvation."


Jesus Christ has already won the War when He died and rose again from the cross.Our everyday journey is likeclearing the remaining enemies which are still lingering around.

Sunday, March 14, 2004

Heez....changed to something mpre mind-blowing.Very off-time... Mars Volta...

Today went with Sonic Edge Band on a roadshow to Church Of Singapore(COS for short...sounds a bit like COOS...heez...) Anyway,I was accompanying them along as the Sound Guy...Man sounds too MANLY for a boy like me liaoz...The FOH is using the distribution speakers method,meaning there are MANY MANY SMALL speakers...which is not very good UNLESS you mic up everything.But in this case, the Roland JC-160 and the Peavey 5150 is loud enuff to cover the Vox.No choice,can't pump much stuffs through the FOH liaoz.Thanks to Jon Hemps suggestion,I've decided to pump as much vox as possible,mic up the kick drum and the snare and DI the bass...Thus pushing the Vox as much as possible...The worse part is that I had 2 very different mix from the front of the hall to the back due to the efficient distrubuting.At the back,where the sound sux the most cost the guitar amp is not miked up and there are lotsa Vox.It would sound totally nonsensical to someone who dunno wat i'm doing especially if they are sittign at the back.

Anyway,realised that I'm still quite hard accepting failures.Even for the driving test,it was really hard on me...Just now when I was at my most down moments,I nearly burst out in tears.I couldn't stand the fact that this is the best of what I can do with the system. I was very disappointed with myself for giving such a poor sound reinforcement. Then the devil started to attack me with phrases like "Yes Kevin,you suck...can't even do a simple job like manning the simple setup.You think you are able to handle bigger setups?I dun even think you are cut out for doing audio man,you suck!" Totally down and out...felt very defeated...Anyway,thanks for the prayer of Jonny Chan,Marcus Wong Jovi,Daren,Chinese Ang Moh.The peace and the affirmation of God transcends on me. Just as Further Seems Forever sang "...And those with defeat on their faces,are those that we must keep alive..." Personally,I refer it as encouraging someone who is down bah...

Okie...this is where i'm stopping for today cos need to wake up early for service!Shall do my QT now...

oh yah,if you guys like soundscape,atmospheric,instrumental kind of stuffs...Check out this band: Broken Social Scene from Canada http://www.noisefactoryrecords.com/bss.htm

::Scoreboard::
Jesus Christ : Devil
7:5

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your understanding;In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths."Pr 3:5-6

It's really not easy to apply it to life man...Trusting Him to provide life's daily nessecities.Is it hard?For me,I gauge my faith in Him by consistancy of my tithing. I read this book where the first few sentences were something along the line of "If you truly trust God,you'ld give him not only your one-tenth,but ur everything."

God always seemed to post this qns in small situations like tithing.Maybe tt's why they always say that it;s the small things that count...

Anyway,not much to blog too.Tmr is my driving test,pls pray for me.My test is at 1445hrs,my phone will be off tt time to prevent any distraction.SO guys,pls keep me in prayer!!!Thankz...will update u guys if i pass or not...

Friday, March 05, 2004

Hmmz....found out about loading songs onto my blog...heez...this is one of my all time favourite band => Death Cab For Cutie

Title and Registration
the glove compartment isn't accurately named
and everybody knows it.
so i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
and all i find are souvenirs from better times
before the gleam of your taillights fading east
to find yourself a better life.

i was searching for some legal document
as the rain beat down on the hood
when i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
and that's how this idea was drilled into my head

cause it's too important
to stay the way it's been

there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
and now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
and here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night

there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
and now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
and here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night (up all night)
when i'm lying awake at night.

Thursday, March 04, 2004

Not sure wat is happening to my blog also...sometimes it publishes sometimes it don't...tis tis....

A little update abt myself,my palmtop broke down just last night...so irritating...Thank God I remembered the schedules for the next 2wks....Anyway,past few days have been quite a stressful period for me.The fact that I'm now shoudering a huge responsibility in WMUM shop suddenly dawned upon me.Moreover,John C and Glenn will be MIA-ing for a period of time.So the shop's responsibility will fall upon me.I know it will not be my strenght and courage to pull through but by the grace and mercy of God will I be an overcomer.

These are my prayer pointers:
- Strenght
-Courage
-Leadership skills
-Organisational skills
-Focus
-Love and gentleness in dealing with the mistakes of others and mine
-my Palm can be repaired if not God bless me with a new one..heez...

Another update,my driving test will be coming soon.It will be on 9/3/2004,next tues.Hope you guys can keep me in prayer too.I really would wanna serve God with my new talent which is being a driver.So if I get my license,I will serve as a Sonic Edge driver!!!Not to mention,supper driver also lah...serving my brothers and sisters!


::Scoreboard::
Jesus Christ : Devil
5: 5

Hello all,
Have been listening to Brandston again...heez...shiok....Besides track 1(glory fades), I also like this track 5(Grace Thinks I' a failure)

Grace Thinks I'm A FailureI've heard this one before
About the princess and the pauper
And i know just how it ends now
It doesn't end well it just ends
Some things you learn from hurting yourself
And some things you learn from hurting someone else
And anyway i don't think i'll be coming back here again
'cause she's got plans and all and i don't think i fit in
She said that i'm a shining star in her sky
And i feel that far away
I'll make a wish for the best of all the little things that i miss
And just walk away
Always the wrong way never the right way
Forward and backward over and over
Talk is cheap so i bought every word you said
It scared me half to death now i'm half dead
And anyway i don't think i'll be coming back here again
'cause she's got plans and all and i don't think i fit in
Every time that i fall you're standing over me